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I do think that the single most chilling thoughtless/accidental piece of timing in all of DS9 has got to be that Ziyal was conceived like, firmly within the same year as Kira Meru's (incredibly untimely and implausible) death
#ds9 tag#like I'm pretty sure the writing intends you to go oh a Bajoran died of illness during the Occupation that's unremarkable#no no. *Dukat's mistress* did that after 7 years of associated decent-standard-of-living#in her what. maybe not even 40s? that's horrifying#Kira was about 3 when Meru was kidnapped and Meru died 7 years later#Kira is canonically 10 years Ziyal's senior#like I presume maybe someone did do napkin math just to make sure Meru wasn't wildly overlapping with Tora Naprem#but I do not get the impression that anyone thought through the actual implications there#(because fridging women is a free move lol)
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someone said they might be trying to establish a basis to claim that Spock and Chapel were actually in a secret relationship all throughout TOS and that’s actually the most monumentally terrible idea i’ve ever heard
i hate you (whoever you are) for bringing that up in my tags and i also hate myself for never considering that possibility and now i can’t stop thinking about how terrible of an idea that would be if that’s where they’re actually planning on going with this
(even though i don’t think it would actually make any sense for that to be what they’re going for since they would still, presumably, have to break up for long enough for Christine to get engaged to Roger Korby but hey SNW has never let canon get in the way of their bad ideas before)
#star trek#star trek tos#tos#star trek snw#snw#that’s even worse than when i saw someone suggesting that it would be ‘on again off again’ throughout tos#and then he’s gonna go back to her after the movies#yeah or maybe she has her own life#maybe she isn’t still obsessed with him what 30-40 years later#like why does anyone think that seems like a fun and romantic idea#why would that possibly be the storyline you want to happen#even if i shipped them that would just seem sad to me#that they don’t mention her or talk about her hardly at all but he’s gonna go back to her?#seems like bullshit to me#like they really think mr vulcan propriety was cheating on his fiancée all throughout tos
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if u make a one piece college au and u don’t make all of the strawhats students then u r a fucking coward
#like i can maybe give u robin bc she is the smartest and canonically has a degree#so making her a professor does actually make sense#but for franky brook and jinbe?#that’s just a cop out bc u think they’re ’too old for college’ or smth#esp if it’s a community college bc i know u get so many diff types of ppl there#hell i go to a fancy expensive school and i still see diff ppl#not as many but still my brain fuckin exploded#when as a freshman i assumed everyone was my age in my major#only to immediately meet a 28 yr old who had been in the military before this#or the guy around my dads age (40s-50s) in my astronomy class#and lbr i don’t think any of the strawhats are affording fancy colleges#but give me robin who has like 20+ degrees already and no one is sure what she actually does for a living#but just keeps taking more and more classes bc she likes learning#give me franky who had a rough childhood in and out of juvie after an accident with his foster father#he fell in with a rough crowd but is now trying to get his life back together#taking classes whenever he can find time in between working as a mechanic#give me brook as a retired musician who never got to go to college when he was young#bc he was busking to afford his bills and once he got discovered and became famous he didn’t have the time#but he’s retired now so he’s taking some classes at the local college bc he has the time and money now#even tho he’s like 80#give me jinbe who went into the military right after high school#but became disillusioned with the military after the death of his commander and decided to leave#and now he’s trying to get a degree and readjust to civilian life#college is so much more of a flexible setting than high school so have fun with it!!!#posts from the ocean#one piece#college au#tag rant#one piece au
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i'm so glad i won't be working with my pi after this month. i think i've reached my limit. i just can't deal with her anymore
#she said 'oh idk if i can make it to your thesis'#SHE IS ON MY THESIS COMMITTEE. SHE'S KNOWN ABOUT THIS FOR A YEARRRRRR#she said she might be on vacation w her bf... instead of going to my fucking thesis defense.#there was a special vote just so she could be on my committee. wdym you have to go on vacation#ALSO i've been asking her to check my calculations for a thing for MONTHS#and she still hasn't. but she made me present on it in front of a bunch of people.#i'd like to note that this calculation is like. the point of my thesis. and she hasn't even bothered to look at it#she forced the interns to work 50 hours last week. they're only being paid for 40.#she hasn't read any part of my thesis... others have but they don't know the details like she does#i told her to read my fucking thesis and she said she had and that it 'looked good'#what does that mean. WHAT does that mean. how do you have no comments. on my thesis. that determines whether i graduate#and then she said i'm ''irresponsible'' bc i went to a concert???#like it didn't affect anything. i showed up to work on time. i completed everything i meant to.#but i guess going to one concert is like. unacceptable.#i'm sooooo sorry i decided to go have fun for one night instead of agonizing about my thesis (that again. she hasn't read)#she asked if i want to give a talk at the new place she got hired at but she now works for fus#which is a incredibly conservative homophobic private catholic university. i've never heard anything positive about it#like they're legally allowed to discriminate against lgbt people... does she know what i fucking look like????#she's so so conservative but she only interacts with other conservative catholics#and doesn't understand how fucking vile her views are. and she wonders why people don't like her#like maybe she should shut the fuck up about how she thinks abortion is a sin at work!!#she once said 'the only time i feel uncomfortable in my skin is when i talk about being a conservative catholic at work'#AND THEN SHE SAID 'it really makes me understand how hijabis feel'#IN FRONT OF MY HIJABI COLLEAGUE. HELLO???? like she is not persecuted for being a conservative catholic#i literally started laughing when she said that. i think i said 'please get real'. and she's still mad#anyway. my colleague decided to no longer work with my pi. idk if it was bc of that comment#she mentioned that once i leave there won't be anyone who understands the data on the project anymore#like yeah. maybe you should've looked at the data. like at all#and not had an unpaid master's student do literally all the work for you
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how it feels to see mono-mom mentioned under my art
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#to each their own ofc; i have nothing against u if that’s what u want for them#but for *me* personally; with *my* art and *my* designs; in *my* little corner of the hallowverse;#u would not catch me dead making this woman a mother oh nonono#there are some people who shouldn’t be responsible for raising a human being; my monomon is very much one of those people#quirrel? yea sure he probably could. monomon? hell no dude#that woman is glued to her work ok? it’s the center of her world; she wouldn’t even *want* a child#(she’d hardly consider a relationship either; the stuff i draw is just self indulgent bullshit that doesn’t even fit into my main universe)#(honestly if by some miracle she *did* end up with a kid; she’d probably give it to herrah or smth.#maybe quirrel’s ma.#but that’d be hard to manage on accident cus she’s ace and— okok i’m going off on a tangent)#point is: the archive’s her baby#quirrel is not#he is a 40 somethin year old man who dedicated half his life to preserving hallownest’s history with her#(to me at least)#((before the world ended))#p h e w .#ok sorry for the rant#i just saw “jellyfish mom” in some tags under my art and went “eeeeewwww” like it was canned spinach#then i thought it was a funny misunderstanding#then i started typing and i couldn’t stop#i still can’t stop#s t o p t y p i n g .#ok i’m done#monomon#headcanons#stan’s forum#Youtube
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@d-buggers-org HEY SO LIKE WHAT IF I HIT YOUR LOVECORE DESIGNS WITH THE RPG BLAST HUH?!
#seinthe art#seinthe gallery#alpha tomerpg#gamesoft tomerpg#zetto tomerpg#cupid alpha#princess gamesoft#locket zetto#this is kind of a draft of softys design?? i wanna make her even more princessy without infringing too much on her design#or maybe ill just make an entire overhaul to better honor the prompt#no favoritism here!! definitely not please ignore my profile picture#ok fine maybe ill confess to. liking zetto a little. just a little bit#i may not be good at art but i am a GOD at combining designs (lying)#anyway have them#i made them in like 40 mins during a random burst of energy#and i am SO proud of them#also. screw physics it is MY silly projections#talking about the chains on zetts outfit. i do what i want#actually i have no idea
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this Tylenol ain’t shit w
#talkingcore#emotions. man.#there’s so much music that I just haven’t listened to in a bit and it’s making me feel things it’s not even like sad things I’m like damn#how long has it been since I’ve listened to beautiful stranger by Madonna as featured in Austin powers international man of mystery#but also something in my brain feels like it needs to cry like I don’t feel like I physically can but something needs to be released#so do I go pet sounds? smile? falsettos? I feel like I need to be in a sleeping bag and Contemplate#fun fact! Kendra Morris has an absolutely stunning cover of don’t talk (put your head on my shoulders)#I’m pretty neutral on beach boys covers tbh I’m never crazy about them since like they really never measure up#how many mid covers of god only knows can I take? not many. but like she & him have their little Brian Wilson tribute I like that.#the covers are a lot better when they don’t try to perfectly replicate whatever the fuck Brian Wilson was doing they aren’t him#brain wants to go melancholy mode but I’ve no clue over what. girl just tell me what I’m supposed to be sad over I’ll commit to the bit#need to keep listening to new stuff but also need old stuff Maybe that’s it maybe I just need old stuff again? like routine?? shit idk#also like at 5 am I woke up and remembered how in choir people kept comparing me to the director they had the year before me#and the thing is she had the same name as someone else in choir that was student teaching my first semester so I kept thinking they were#referring to her Id be in my choir fit my silly suit my proud butch uniform and they’d be like oh this is so ‘insert name’!#and it kept throwing me off because the student teacher was like. not like me at all so I was like fuck#what kind of girl core energies am I accidentally emitting this is Bad. so anyway 5 am I’m like fuck it I need to research this person#I search. find her. she’s butch. I’m blessed. they weren’t lying like man we do such a good job at being generic! yay!#butch And in choir! love to see it! keep thinking how I am destined to be like in my 40s doing mundane tasks#I’m gonna be soooooo good at watering plants and putting salt on the sidewalk before it snows and cleaning drains#need to be a dad mom so fucking bad you don’t get it I need to drive carpool and take off work for dentist trips and watch hgtv#AHHHH i think that got rid of some of the sad lfg💥💥💥💥this must be super long god damn sorry
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god why dont i feel like a human
#not in a furry way either#just feels#i dunno?#robotic? ish?#maybe i am fake human no. 40 😨#kidding. im not that hot#ALSO KIDDING#ish#god i feel so drained and i dont even know why#why is it when someone feels good i feel awful?#oh god what if i am like carl#i dunno? i mean- it is kinda hot when someone breaks their phone#(im not saying if im joking or not suffer with not knowing)#on another note. my mother called her dead husband a “musical whore” so theres that#i spent two hours on a fucking sketch and i wanna die#also. god knows how long ago. but i got these things to put in cigs#(well they just kinda came with herbal cigs so-)#and honestly i wanna try them#but no ones awake and im worried my father will get up if i go outside#so im not gonna. just gonna suffer ig#like yknow. always#j’s a bloody mess
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my biggest hot take is that the fandom does a lot of heavy lifting, as fandom wont to do, when it comes to many of the pairings and dynamics in the vc series. fandom perception of a thing isnt the thing in actuality yknow
#yaz has thoughts#this is a fandom thats been around for 40 plus years and some views are entrenched deeply#and fair enough its perfectly valid way of engaging with a source material but you dip your toe into these waters and come out thinking#you've read an entirely different story sometimes#partly because anne was impossible as a writer retcons and dropped threads galore something i despise on principle alone#and the fans had to do the actual scaffolding to make sense of her drivel in between the hiatuses#this is all coming from my disappointment during the reread#genuinely forgot anything that happened past iwtv and some of tvl and was constantly bombarded by how tragically epic nickistat#was and idk their demise didnt live up to the hype#i found nicki's individual arc far more enganging removed from lestat#i know book lovers insist on lestat's capacity to love - anne does too with varying results - but he is fickle in love#the longing to horror to disgust post nicki's turning is a prime example of this#and it doesnt help matters when she kept trying and failing to replace louis as his companion during her anybody but louis era#anyway was thinking of nickistat and why i didnt find any catharsis/was unmoved by their relationship failing#the relationship wasnt what was interesting about them - its their respective separate arcs that was satisfying to me personally#maybe it would have resonated with me more if nicki died while they're in a relationship and lestat was trying to get back to him#or if lestat even considered revenge instead it was like 'so tragic im gonna slip into a coma'#i still believe that lestat's most consistent and well - maintained if not developed relationships that actually have some weight to it#are with louis gabrielle and marius and claudia (claudia is never far from his mind and the loss is something he carries around)#cant believe im raving like a lunatic in the tags but im waiting on this stupid fever to break so i can sleep lmaooo
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I think playing a new story rich rpg could fix me
#no im not getting bg3 i cant afford it (£50 are u kidding me!!) and dnd language confuses me so 😭#watching my flatmate get into it is so cute tho like the grip it has on her.......#I just want to be immersed in a sff world and feel something for once 😭#im tempted to replay eastward even tho its SOOOO slow and imo too linear but i still rly loved the art..#but i kind of want smth with more dialogue choices. and smth fresh..#idk what i want actually. im gonna go to sleep ill think abt it more tomorrow#.diaries#i kinda want pikmin 4 but i cant justify buying that either (£40!!!!! insane) and i prefer playing games on pc not switch tbh..#ahhhhh#maybe ill go thru my itch library i have tons of stuff in there from charity bundles ive barely looked at
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you never realize how tech illiterate most people are until you're the only tech literate person around. it is hell
#personal#i love going to my boss for help and her immediate thought is that i just have to clear my cache#bc its what IT says to do for every problem#like thanks! already tried that along with every other starter solution and im fairly certain i know exactly whats wrong#and im telling you exactly what i need from you in the mean time which we both know is doable bc its literally just an EMAIL#so like. maybe help a bitch out and actually do your job instead of just assuming i don't even have basic troubleshooting skills??#like girl i know youre 40 but like. that is not old enough to be an excuse. try actually looking into the issue. much more effective
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I saw a post the other day that kinda pushed back on the way all coming of age movies are about sexuality and all high school stories basically center around who wants to fuck who and how that's like. Not really all coming of age and high school stories should offer since you know. Youth isn't about who you have a crush on and probably coming of age stories in particular should be far more diverse in subject matter than they are.
Honestly as someone who, when I was 'coming of age' age, hated coming of age stories and still do for the exact reason listed above (see the weird scene in It where we all sexualize a 13 year old girl because boys have crushes and surely there's no other way to portray this than feeling a child up with a camera to demonstrate boys have ~feelings~ Bev gets no equivalent scene because she's the object of affection rather than the subject feeling desire) I also wish there was diversity in those stories. And coming of age stories about adults- we don't stop going through huge life moments that change everything forever, but back to kids. When I was a kid I could have desperately used a coming of age story where the character has a sick and dying parent who does die by the end of the story and what happens after that. Granted I did just fine without it, but even without being asexual it's always irked me that coming of age stories don't seem to appreciate that kids have way larger problems and way better stories to tell then first crushes and first kisses for shit sake give kids who went through what I did as a kid some kind of story about what happens when your parent gets cancer and how complicated that is and stop assuming the biggest thing that happens around puberty is discovering sexuality that, if you were queer, you probably already noticed what you felt wasn't in a coming of age story anyway.
#winters ramblings#id actually LOVE to see a coming of age story about an immigrant child moving to a new country#and have the coming of age center around THAT instead of these bizarre vaguely adult explorations of sexuality#that honestly ive never related to anyway like maybe the allos get it but even THEY deserve more diversity in stories#SURELY even your local allos have a dad dying of cancer they desperately need to know what to do with#like deadass a therapist told me at 26 i was robbed as a child because of what i went through and i STILL cry when i think of that#but no coming of age is all sex shit because children according to adults dont have real issues#which tells me adukts writing the stories are MASSIVELY privileged or stunted by execs or straight up assune kids wont watch#a REAL coming of age story. also i want a coming of age story about a 40 year old who is going through a career change#and the struggles that come with late career change. the benefits of a late career change. all the complicated family goo around all this#just give me decent stories that arent too focused on fycking RELATIONSHIPS for once. have them there sure i dont care#but for FUCK sakes can we stop pretending a 13 year olds biggest concern us who they have a crush on??#my dad was DEAD and i knew only one other person who lost her mom way younger than me at 8#we did not understand each other and how could we when our situations were so different. BOTH of us were so highly alienated#because NO ONE not even each other could relate to a lot if the people around us. the only thing we DID have in common#was the sick feeling we got when someone would bitch about their parents having fair expectations or not giving them literally everything#we both had an 'at least you HAVE parents to hokd you to reasonable standards and all you do is SQUANDER it' even if our feelings werent#faur to our peers anymore than their feelings were fair to us. wheres the coming of age story about THAT#tell me a story about a 16 year old whos mom has been dead HALF her life already like my friend. i was lucky enough not to deal with that#until i was 24. she deserved better out if high school and coming of age stories too. believe it or not kids have REAL lives and problems#and im SO tired of no one writing anything but some sad kids books about it even if the books are SOMETHING to start with#like for shit sakes must NICEthat the worst thing YOU went through was realizing you had a sexuality but my queer ass#ALWAYS knew i was different and highschool highlighted that a BUNCH so unless we're exploring aroace teens that doesnt appeal either#great yet ANOTHER story about straight teenagers because THEYRE the ones who need guidance on how to express themselves#like they dont see strsight people storoes and sexuality EVERYWHERE plus the ACTUAL opportunity to date in high school#that most queer kids dont get or dont get in the same way. why is THAT the only story being told when its the most saturated and BORING#and also ignores that kids have REAL issues and NO angency. explore THAT. do ANYTHING but yet another fucking coming of age story#about straight kids having crushes on each other and thats IT like come on SERIOUSLY
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one of Melliwyk's artificer infusions is a homunculus servant that looks like a little bug dragon, and on the one hand, unlike my headcanons for Find Familiar, it's harder to imagine that a bespoke magical construct would have personality traits that weren't explicitly intentionally put in there by its creator-- but on the other hand a couple of the times I've drawn him he looks A Bit Nervous and I keep feeling like maybe this tiny robot lizard has anxiety
#she wouldn't GIVE him ANXIETY what would be the point of THAT#like-- Baxter has had his own personality since his creation anyway AND has been her partner for like 40 years#he has old cat who clearly thinks you are a bit ridiculous (affectionate) vibes#and of course boggle is a gazer he's just a chaotic little menace filled with mischief and unpleasant impressions and teeth#so my heart says drex is BABEY. he is just BABEY!! he was just born!! and he wants to help and do a good job!!#he also has 10 int and hands so like that's a whole little guy you know? he's helping organize Mel's notes and taking dictation#I dunno maybe I can justify it as like... she finally finished working on him and activated him while in the middle of her current--#struggle with getting Overwhelmed and not even recognizing it-- so maybe those sublimated feelings transferred through into her work#creating a little guy who wants to be so so so helpful but is a little nervous about how tiny he is in the face of our big problems#hmm. need to workshop that 🤔#about me#my OCs#melliwyk
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i’m being sooooo strong and sooooo brave and not snapping on anyone today 🙏🏻
#PEACE AND LOVE!!!!!! PEACE AND LOVE#like ok work was annoying and long. what else is new#everything felt like it was going wrong and everyone was driving me crazy but it ended okay ig#then i came home and my mom is acting neurotic and insane and like vacuuming at 9:30 pm. like can we do this idk.#not right now 😭#also im just annoyed like i don’t want to turn into a villain for asking for money BUT MY FRIEND OWES ME MONEY#like every time we do anything she has like 6 dollars in her account which. ok whatever times is hard#but she always insistsssss she’s paying me back and like 40% of the time she does!!!#so i guess i can’t say she NEVER does#but girl. the other 60%#and i don’t want to be that annoying person who’s upset over 30 dollars like it’s not about the 30 dollars#it’s that she SAYS she’s going to but she rarely does 😭 AND THEN BUYS HERSELF NEW SHIT like girl ik you didn’t need an ipad 😭#well. maybe i’m a bitch!!!!#idk im just in a bad mood LOL ok rant over#i don’t even feel better but rant over <3
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hi can we talk about when he gets ethereal. w his vocals specifically. idk if it's just me but when ppl talk about michael that word never gets attached that much. spiritual, otherwordly, angelic maybe but it's like. when it's Michael Jackson it's like a Dominating Presence. in a way that's like Oh My God He's Here That's Him. & there's no other choice but to be keenly aware that That Is Michael. u listen to him sing like that & it's like That's Michael's Voice and it feels like? having to stand in the middle of the road? knowing There Is A Car Approaching Fast so u have to run and move away?? that kind of awareness. his vocals where it's like yeah that's Michael he can do that. w his voice. he can belt out those notes he can growl out those lyrics he can sing like that
but it's like. when it's ethereal it's like that Is Michael but omg Why Is He Like That. scary. beautiful. hypnotic & strange u feel helpless & in awe. Feeling a Presence but never sensing where it's emitting from. hearing him sing & it's like. Are You Real. Where Are You.
#this is me listening to his song about basketball#& it's all fun & groove until the Chorus & he kills u#ok also i'm :( sickk i have fever & god nkows what ELSE i feel lik death so maybe. maybe. i'm Extra Sensitive#but hisvoice :( how do u sing like tht & also why would u do u want me to die#hate to reference her but it's like. when lana. d3l rey bridge. u get me. in that don't call me angel song#or kate bsuh in get out of my house#ethereal as in floating moving bright light in the dark forest luring u to a path.or some shit u'd see that would make u Freeze. & when it#disappears t's like. what was that. i don't know what that was.#some witch shit going on and it's a song about. Basketball.#can't even use this description w his other songs. maybe that 'why' parts in human nature. those hooks in will u be there#ghosts. maybe#but they're still different bc u KNOW. wbb ethereal like. so Detached but Piercing. i can't even say ghostly bc not xactly???#that meme where it's like some knights in front of humongous god-like creatures w no distinguishable features except 4 their eyes.#the vocals r like that. like wow. u're really There.#also need to see michael w/shaq footage :( smth ab seeing him w/ppl who r taller. hehehe.. like him playing w/m jordan :) so cute#r there any.....ok i just think it'd be funny ik he's not Super Short but in contrast to shaq. lmao. tickles me idk whyy#ok i'm gonna not die#so be careful out there. be careful whn listening to we be ballin. be careful when listening to 40-yr-old mj & his witch-y vocals#it's just such a funny contrast too. lord. shaq & ice cube having fun on the verses :) then chorus hits & there's mj. being a siren#u can develop an interest over a legendary pop icon. but watch out
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every day at work its a game of what transphobic shit can someone come out with next?
#im tired#todays was an annecdote about a (maybe not even realllllllll) trans woman wanting to see a gynecologist#needless to say my coworkers did not call her a trans woman and had a good old laugh at the topic#🙃🙃🙃#i feel weird even saying what they were saying in like. normal terms. because honestly i think it was made up trans person to laugh at type#bullshit. but even if it was real like. who cares? do you care? were you [my male coworker] at the gynaecologist and offended?#nyxtalks#vent#tw transphobia#its also often a game of homophobia too its just usually thats a lot more subtle. like. 'oh no yeah we're totally cool with gay people'#only to come out with some vile shit. as ever. they dont pretend with trans people though#i love my job but my coworkers r a very strong reminder that i need to lower my perceptions of how normal the general population is about#queer people by at least.... 15%. literally nobody out of the 40 odd people i work with is just. normal#im not out at work and i would already never be but. its a reminder.
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